First clarifying a couple things:
I dislike or hate people of Christian faith: To the contrary. My mother is a Christian woman who’s faith shapes everything she is about. She is a loving, wise, and generous soul. Of the many times we talk, rarely does a conversation end without her talking to me about prayer. She says often that, “God hears your prayers, son.” She doesn’t say that like, ‘God hears everyone’s prayers.’ It’s one of those, ‘you have a gift and because your heart is good, God hears you,’ kinds of things. Many of my close relatives, friends and social heroes are Christians. Coming from a Christian background myself, there was a time when I based everything I lived on what I was taught within it. If only I had a dollar for every time I was told I was going to be a preacher!
I am not an atheist: I am a believer in evolution by the truest definition. There is easily accessible evidence that people and nature evolves and has been since the beginning. No way in hell do I trust that all that is glorious and magnificent in the universe is random. It’s simply unintelligent to witness science, which is also merely discovering what is already, be fascinated by the wonders of what we could never duplicate, witness how nature and the world works together to sustain order and still somehow arrogantly believe it’s all by chance. What I tend NOT to believe however, is that if we were to somehow be privy to the genesis of the universe, the answers would revolve around a religious mandate. In other words, I don’t believe the Architect, if you will, would be obsessed with him/her/itself. “Hey guys, its all about ME! Worship ME! Sing about ME! Pray to ME! Want rewards? Come to ME! Avoid destruction? Come to ME! ME ME ME! Anytime there is an obsession with the WHO of God, there is by extension a narrow distinction which separates and isolates those who are not within that same group. Basically it’s a group of people saying they have the market cornered on the WHO, and if you don’t accept their version of this entity, you are doomed for all eternity.
I’m courageous enough to ask critical questions and live within the journey as things unfold. My faith tells me that anything I need to know to live my best life in this world is available to me. This world is the only one I am present in and therefore assuredly accountable to.
With that, there are many schematic reasons why I cannot embrace Christianity. But I am not going to quibble with theology, dogma or doctrine. My frustration is simply the wildly selective, inconsistent, hypocritical and vile display of all the worst in human nature that cuts against every basic principle taught by Jesus himself. Though this is nothing new, specifically as it relates to Christian Conservatism. I remember going to church during George W Bush’s re-election campaign. The pastor of a local church here in St. Louis, named Raphael Green said, “I’m not going to tell you who to vote for. But as a Christian you shouldn’t vote for anyone who is for killing babies.” – Translation – Vote for Bush. Nothing wrong with being anti-abortion. But being pro-life in all phases of humanity is consistent with the teachings of Christ. It is now as it was then that Christians tend to care a helluva lot about the unborn, while caring little for the child who has ventured past the womb. During that election cycle the church by in large took the position that the areas of abortion, gay rights and school prayer were the only issues that really mattered when choosing a given candidate.
I look at today’s embracing of Donald Trump by Christian Conservatives now as,”the more things change, the more they stay the same”. The reality is that those Trump supporters who carry Christianity as a banner are race and religious separatists. These are the same people who hate Barack Obama with all of their hearts.
Let’s look at Mr. Obama (regardless of politics). Married to one woman; faithful husband and father of two daughters, has brought no scandal to the White House whatsoever during his 8 years in office. His daughters are stellar and controversy free! Christians should love them for modeling ‘traditional’ family, right? No. Their lives as a witness never stopped Evangelicals from railing against him at every turn. Never did they stand up to birthers who questioned the president’s citizenship. Christians refused to acknowledge the President’s own claim to the Christian faith. According to Pew Research Center, 70% or Republicans are white evangelicals. 80% of Mormons are Republicans. According to The Hill, 43% of Republicans still believe the POTUS is a Muslim. These evangelicals have never embraced President Obama on any subject matter. There were even preachers who hate him so much they had the nerve to say God hates him, and even prayed for his death! Imagine that! I never heard the Christian Right criticize this or other ministers who used their pulpits in churches as platforms for attacking the president’s character and at times calling for his literal execution (from White or Black preachers). Meanwhile, unemployment numbers are down to record lows. The stock markets rose to epic levels even after the deepest recession in decades in 2008.
Now let’s look at Donald Trump. The Donald, a serial adulterer, who publicly flaunted his new women while being married to the old ones. He had a child with #2 while being married to #1. He ‘joked’ that if Ivanka wasn’t his daughter, he would sex her up as well. Not a big deal?
But let’s put Barack Obama in Trump’s shoes and then tell me if the person who takes this point of view is going to feel the same. Trump claims to be Presbyterian, but openly admits that he has never and will never ask God for forgiveness regarding anything. This eliminates him from the possibility of being a Christian according to Christian teaching.
“Why do I have to repent, why do I have to ask for forgiveness, if you are not making mistakes? I work hard. I’m an honourable person. I have thousands of people who work for me. I have employed tens of thousands of people over the years.” – Trump on Anderson Cooper 360 July 2015
Militarily, Trump criticized Arizona Senator John McCain for ‘getting caught’ as a POW. Of McCain he said, “He’s not a war hero. He was a war hero because he was captured. I like people who weren’t captured.” He refuses to attend a debate because Megan Kelly is a moderator, saying he’s going to raise money for wounded veterans. I wonder why? I would think he would be more approving of veterans who didn’t get shot or wounded from IADs. The reality is, he doesn’t want to be a part of any situation where he does not control 100% of the narrative. All of this and yet… he is the leading GOP candidate among American Christians.
I was watching CSPAN the other morning. The subject for the open phone section was for Conservative Christians as to whether they were voting for Trump or Ted Cruz. Most all of them chose Trump. The moderator asked a few of the callers if they believed Trump was a Christian. One lady said she believes he is. When the moderator talked about how he didn’t feel the need to ask for forgiveness, she said, “I know. He’s still a Christian in my heart.” WTF???? I guess its the way he mocked a mentally disabled journalist that was indicative of the character of Jesus.
When asked about Trump’s comments about having so much support that he could shoot someone and still not drop in the polls, another Christian caller laughed it off and said it was funny. When asked about Trump’s 3 wives and history of infidelity, another Christian caller said, “As long as he keeps it with women!”
This isn’t just for white Christians either. A plethora of Black Conservative Christians that came out the wood-work early on slobbered all over Trump for his money. They tout his business savvy in spite of several bankruptcies. When questioning that logic they say, “Well he just took advantage of the system the way it’s set up.” Not quite like calling him a welfare businessman or predicting he would be a food stamp president as Newt Gingrich called President Obama. I wonder if these people know that ultimately the tax payer picked up the tabs for these business decisions that put thousands out of work? Now these Christians who criticized Obama for being ‘ungodly’ after almost a decade when confronted with Trump’s shenanigans, all of a sudden say they are electing a president and not a pastor. The hypocrisy revealed by irony has been on warp speed in 2015 and the start of 2016.
The Trump phenomenon is just an example. The rest of the Christians favor Ted Cruz. This is a man who’s father tags along with making statements like, “What many people don’t understand, is the fact that Obamacare was actually put in place to act as a bridge for ISIS terrorists. A bridge that’s supposed to enable them to come here illegally and pose as doctors who allegedly want to help. And that’s not surprising, considering the fact that fewer and fewer doctors in our country are actually Caucasian, which is something Obama is well aware of, hence Obamacare as his weapon of choice. Do you understand what I’m saying? Our president is actually helping terrorists come to this country and not only that, he has created a permanent way for them to be able to wreak havoc all across America.” Ahh, just let that sink in a moment!
I’ve talked to some of my black and white conservative friends about this subject. Most of them are so blinded by their hatred of abortion, and same sex marriage, all the other scriptures regarding love, truth, justice and righteousness seem irrelevant. For instance:
Mass Incarceration: These are the numbers for the federal prison population increase for mostly low level drug offenses:
1990 – 64,936
1995 – 100,958
2000 – 145,125
2005 – 187,394
2010 – 210,227
For states the total is well over 2 MILLION! In most of these states prison is privatized and in addition, these institutions are guaranteed by the state to have a certain percentage of inmates. Where is the church on this?
We have a water crisis of epic proportions in Flint, Michigan. This was caused by men who decided that poisoning an entire mostly minority and impoverished community was suitable. Where is the outcry from the church regarding how Jesus said that how you treat the least of them is how you treat him? I remember when Pastor Marvin Winans, in Detroit, refused to baptize a young woman’s child because the woman had the baby out of wedlock! Won’t hear a word from him on this! Black ministers are the worst for being fixated on material things, building mega churches and flying in private jets. If you held your breath waiting on them to speak on other issues like what Michigan’s governor did to residents in Flint, you would pass out.
I’ll tell you some of the reasons why they won’t say a word.
- They are bought and paid off. These ministers make much of their money by networking with other ministers. They don’t want to jeopardize those relationships and compromise future earnings from speaking engagements and perdiems.
- White Evangelicals have defined the metrics for what is moral vs what is ‘just the devil, and is therefore ignored.’ While they railed against gay rights and abortion at the turn of the century, they ignored the lies by a previous Christian president (Bush) that got us into war, murdered tens of thousands Iraqi civilians and mentally destroyed thousands and thousands of US servicemen and women. Clearly for them God only moral emphasis deals with who has sex with whom, and whether women keep the babies they are impregnated with, even if they are raped. Many black ministers were given their biblical points of emphasis and marching orders by their white counterparts. Since these white ministers are the majority that provide the gateways to get wealth, they close their eyes and ignore the obvious.
- Tribalism: Like most other religions, there is an US vs THEM state of mind. If you’re not in the group, there is reticence to ask serious question and challenge any thought that doesn’t already support the status quo. When 5 Americans were released from Iran recently, one of my Facebook friends only mentioned Christian pastor Saeed Abedini’s release as ‘an answered prayer.’ In other words, to hell with them other dudes. I guess they’re just lucky or got to roll on the pastor’s coattail.
I’ve had conversations with black ministers. There is only one that I know who agrees with me. The others tell me that I am using my intellect too much. When I challenge their ideas of traditional marriage with facts about the historical precedence of marriages being arranged for money, class, and inheritance, or how the god in the bible never challenged men who had multiple wives, even Solomon who had 700 of them along with 300 extra concubines, they say I am rejecting the word of God with my rebellious logic. When I ask them which sex hermaphrodites should choose and who are they to marry, I get nothing but a dismissive smirk. I’m sorry, but I just cannot accept this American Western civilization’s version of morality and base my life on it. I cannot suspend serious questions just to make it into their heaven. I cannot suspend critical thinking for the sake of the fear that I won’t have fire insurance. I cannot live in a bubble that ignores police brutality, and mass incarceration, while denying climate change. I refuse to submit to a theology influenced and based on (that continues to be filled with) White Supremacy.
The Black church, while never perfect, used to be about something. Going back to the 50s and 60s, ministers like Martin King would use his influence to force those in government to hear the issues of the poor, those who were discriminated against and so forth. In the tradition of Moses they echoed they cried, “Let my people go,” when those at the bottom were being trampled upon. Today’s preachers just want to be in Pharaoh’s house. They want to rub shoulders with him and speak of his great virtues. “He’s a billionaire and knows how to make money!” They have become concerned with prestige and profits instead of being prophets. These days far too many black churches have allowed themselves to be spiritually manipulated into fighting culture wars. I’ve had to debate black Christians who have defended Kim Davis for breaking the law of the Supreme Court. And yet Kim Davis would never ever stand up for them if they were profiled and shot dead unjustly by police. She doesn’t desire to worship and associate with black Christians. Think about it. THE most segregated hours in America remain on Sundays between the hours of 10:00 am and Noon.
Can you imagine Martin King, Fred Shuttlesworth and Ralph Abernathy caping up for Trump, Cruz, and Huckabee over same sex marriage, abortion and guns?
Encouraging enough, some of my Christian friends praise me for my stances and the challenges I bring to their thought process. More of them pay attention to my social media posts than I ever imagined, though they rarely make it publicly known. I appreciate that. My goal is only to provoke thinking and searching. If something is true, it will continue to be true after further investigation. If it’s not, one should strive to grow beyond remaining in a comfortable lie. It was very difficult for me to walk away from that which I knew my entire life. But I am thankful to have the courage to ask questions and not be afraid of the journey. The problem with religion is that it doesn’t trust people with that journey. It has to tell us what to do and how to find God it’s way. It sets the perimeters and doesn’t allow for any personal discoveries. It’s controlling. I’ve always said that if technology progressed like religion, we would still be riding camels and horses. We certainly wouldn’t have computers and smart phones. Technology is growing by leaps and bounds simply because of a hunger and thirst to learn more and reach for the possibilities. And yet everything we are supposed to know about The Divine and our own lives has been completed hundreds of years ago? I appreciate the United Church of Christ for their slogan, “God is still speaking.” It gives us hope. **Shout out to Rev. Tracie deVon Blackmon, a real 21st Century warrior and an excellent example of the teachings of Christ!
I am for a faith that is concerned with promoting all that is good, that speaks out against all wrongs without any sacred cows. A faith that isn’t too afraid to think, question, challenge and grow from it’s evolution. A faith that loves justice, grace and kindness. If all this Evangelical Jesus cares about are the things they emphasize, as Curtis Mayfield once said, “If there’s hell below, we’re all gonna go!”